Don Bachardy.  Portrait of Paul Monette, 1990.  Copyright reserved.  Reproduced by permission.  Click to enlarge.

INTRODUCTION: ONE PERSON’S TRUTH

PAUL IS PERFECT

I’VE HID MY LOSSES IN THOSE BRIEF LIES

LAUGHING MEN

I GAVE UP THE PAST

CHILD OF HOLLYWOOD

MONETTE’S "CAROL POEMS"

PAIN IS NOT A FLOWER

WARRIORS TOGETHER

STORMING THE FDA

AIDS AFTERLIFE

BECOMING PAUL MONETTE

COMMITTING TO MEMORY

HEAL THE WORLD

SEEING IN THE DARK

IMPOSSIBLE TO MEASURE



SYMPOSIUM HOME



  IMPOSSIBLE TO MEASURE
Paul Monette and Greece in His Life and Work
  ON EXHIBIT


ne of the most interesting and also most poignant manuscripts in the Paul Monette papers is the first draft of Borrowed Time: An AIDS Memoir. The typescript is sure of itself, yet there are extensive holograph corrections enabling the study of Monette's writing process. The complete first draft is shown in the left case on the north wall of this room. Shown here are two pages about Greece, particularly the effect Delphi had on him and his lover, Roger Horwitz. They visited Greece in 1984 after Horwitz was diagnosed with AIDS. The typescript leaf begins: "I don't know how not to gush about it., but the moment I set foot in Greece I was home free." Monette made corrections on the typescript and then was inspired to make his good text even better. He adds in holograph, on an inserted sheet of lined yellow paper, an entire section beginning: "Impossible to measure the symbolic weight of the place to a gay man.." On that same leaf is the haunting phrase: "It was the last full blast of sunlight in our lives" denoting the loss suffered since Horwitz's illness.

Monette didn't define this meaning for gay men that is "impossible to measure." He is assuming that readers will find from their general education something about Greece and homosexuality with which to identify. The meaning he alludes to was the result of a long process common to western education, a process which can be traced through the entire history of printing. Works to study this meaning are shown here in fine printing, gay studies, gay popular literature, and lesbian feminist items and publications.

The reclaiming of a Greek philosophy of homosexuality began in the Renaissance and was disseminated in books printed even in the first century of printing. Marsilio Ficino translated Plato from Greek into Latin. Ficino also did commentary on Plato's works and from The Symposium and other dialogs developed the idea of "Platonic love." Platonic love has come to indicate a chaste love, but Ficino's philosophy included the physical. Ficino's view of platonic love, a deep spiritual as well as physical bond between men with a shared thirst for beauty and knowledge, is complex. He saw human beings as inherently both sexual and spiritual. His thought influenced Michelangelo in his sonnets and numerous other creative giants.

Ficino's formulation of platonic love exercised an important influence on artists in his own time and beyond, including Michelangelo and Leonardo da Vinci. His influence can also be seen in the homoeroticism in Michelangelo's and Shakespeare's sonnets as well as in the works of Edmund Spenser, Pierre Ronsard, and Maurice Scève.

When homosexual relations and the "pagan" Greeks were denied by the church and governments through the ages, this concept was turned into courtly love. Centuries after the Renaissance, German scholars and the inventor of art history, Johann Joachim Winckelmann, looked back to Greece and began a new appropriation of Greek homosexuality, in attitudes toward male beauty found in Greek sculpture, for example.

In literature, Byron and then the Victorian English also privileged the Greeks. This came primarily through professors at Oxford and the great translator Benjamin Jowett urging the study of the Greek classics, with the Greek language and its literature displacing Latin. The "gay" came through the writers and theorists Walter Pater and J.A. (John Addington) Symonds, who wrote the first "gay study" in English, A Problem in Greek Ethics. UCLA's copy is the copy Symonds has corrected in his own hand to be published as an appendix to a work by Havelock Ellis. Symonds's note indicates it was written in 1874 [in other places he states 1973] and printed in Edinburgh in 1883. The flyleaf has the signature of Ell penciled "H Ellis." A copy of [this book] was circulated to Henry James by Edmund Gosse. When Symonds died, his heirs refused publication in Ellis's work. Symonds gives details the story of Achilles and Patroclus that Monette too up his and Roger Horwitz's battling AIDS. Symonds: "Thus the tale of Achilles and Patroculus sanctioned among the Greeks a form of masculine love.we are justified in describing as heroic, and in regarding as one of the highest products of their emotional life." The book is open to pages reading:

The man who loves the one love is a friend of God, a friend of law, fulfilled of modesty, and free of speech. He dares to court his friend in daylight and rejoices in his love. He wrestles with him in the playground, and runs with him in the race, goes afield with him to the hunt, and in battle fights for glory at his side. In his misfortune he suffers, and at his death he dies with him.

Further notes on the page refer to writings by Sir Richard Burton, who wrote about homosexual activities throughout the world.

Monette may or may not have known the work by Symonds, reprinted later, but these theories had by his time become even part of popular erotic literature and culture so that articles about the Greeks appeared in what were called "physique" magazines in the 1950s and 1960s when Monette bought these. Shown here are copies of Grecian Guild Pictorial, a physique magazine which more than the others of its genre used the Greek "cover" to promote a physical appreciation of the male body.

This 1960s paperback translates Robert LaFlaceliere's work . While the front seems innocuous enough, the rear cover shows it was meant to be sold as titillating erotica, and gay erotica, at that.

To a lesser extent, lesbians appropriated Greek same sex culture as well, particularly from the writings of the poet from Lesbos, Sappho, also mentioned on the back cover of the 1960s work. At the beginning of the twentieth century, women in Paris termed themselves Sapphics, particularly the Englishwoman Pauline Tarn who took the name Renée Vivien, a translator of Sappho, and her lover, Natalie Barney. In the 1970s, lesbians recovered Sappho and these French women's use of Sappho. UCLA has one of the world's most extensive collections of Gertrude Stein and her circle and that of Natalie Barney and others in Paris. Vivien anonymously translated the fragments of Sappho into modern French for the first time in her Sapho (1909). She rewrote Sappho's life, starting with the reclamation of the uncorrupted form of her name, "Psappha." Teachers such as Arlene Raven and Terry Wolverton at the Los Angeles Woman's Building used their works in their classes. This flyer and class syllabus from the Terry Wolverton papers here at UCLA shows .. . Others used Sappho for 1970s lesbian feminist purposes, as shown in Sappho Was a Right On Woman (1973; second printing, 1974).

Monette used Greek imagery to show desire for another male: "when he passed in the car a Greek statue with its shirt off." He used the imagery to show that gay men during AIDS were not weak and could indeed fight the necessary battles against the disease itself and against the social and political forces that were denying full recognition and treatment of the devastation. This imagery is shown here in the exhibit when discussing his poems published in Love Alone: 18 Elegies for Rog. In that work he refers to himself and Roger Horwitz as "warriors together," as were Achilles and Patroclus. In Borrowed Time: An AIDS Memoir, which told the story of Horwitz's disease and death in prose, Monette indicated this Greek thought "impossible to measure" and the healing spirit he found in Delphi: "I felt as if my body and soul were wedded."

 



J.A. Symonds, A Problem in Greek Ethics

Tomorrow's Man

Male nude with Greek column

Cover of Sappho Was a Right On Woman




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